IM UGLY.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
In my mundane life, major project and sleeping takes up most of my life. Sad to say.
watched 17 again recently with zonkey and i guess that was the sole thing that makes my whole week worthwhile. zac efron is so so so stunning. girls will definitely go gaga over him! For the past few weeks, i've been returning home straight after school. HOW BORING RIGHT? hai.
I'm just so sick of school! I'm much worse than a jailbird. at least prisoners get to do physical activities every morning. what bout me?! my activity in the morning is to lim teh in the canteen. rot till lunch time and barge out of school when the clock strikes 1130. I'm just so afraid we might procrastinate this major project until it is all too late. The main thing is we have NOTHING to do in school !! we need to wait for components to arrive b4 we can start any shit work.
my self-esteem is getting lower and lower. after some bitch criticised me for my looks. sigh.
walked past the canteen yesterday and there was this ah lian engine student together with another guy. It was just so apparent that they were talking bout me. when i walked past their table, this ah lian turned n gave me a glance. N immediately she turned back to this guy and said " bu hao kan.. yi dian dou bu hao kan lor! " wah i wondered if she purposely said that loud to make me realise that im ugly? i know im somone who is frigging ugly with countless pimples. But why must she make me feel worse ? Argh. She dyed her hair some golden retreiver colour snd her eyeliner makes up 3/4 of her eyes. how pathetic is that? her face is caked with white powder which makes her look like a drug addict. every part of her contributes to her AH LIAN look.
now i needa get prepared to go out but i've no mood at all. just becos i feel ugly. :(
♥ wake me up
12:41 AM
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